Many New White Nationalists have given up on the 14 Words. They wouldn’t mind seeing the beauty of blonde women being weeded out from the human race. Swedish women are just too beautiful to exist, for white beta males, and demand too much Feminism to reflect their high sexual market value. Better a Thai woman, who is the ugliest race of women in the world, and can’t use her looks to negotiate any Feminism out of a Western Man. These White men are looking on their Eurasian sons to be the salvation of the White Race.
Are Eurasian men going to save the white race? Are we going to inherit the greatness of the 2 best races and use it to save Western Civilization? Will we be the model citizens of a new White America that expels both white women and colored men?
OR are we Eurasian men going to be the enemies of white men and western civilization? Will we be full of hatred for a father and nation that despises us?
I’m coming to peace with the failure of the Eurasian race. It would be worse if WMAF was successful and Eurasian sons were actually good. It is justice that every single Eurasian male is a miserable fail. The only bad part is that I have to live the life of one of them. Instead of getting frustrated by a White Nationalists who advocate breeding Eurasian sons, I should smile and laugh at them. I know their own sons will deliver them just deserts in the end. Eurasian sons are the Trojan horse in the WMAF marriage.
I probably should get my head out of this Eurasian stuff. I’ve done enough writing on the topic to send the message to any of my fellow Eurasians who wish to read me. If a Eurasian wants to know why he is in such a miserable situation, it is easy enough to find and read my blog. He might not agree with me on everything, but if his situation matches my description, I think he will be convinced by my
explanations. Perhaps he will even be more extreme than me on some issues.
Thats all that matters in the end. WMAF has too much self-interest in their sadism to ever mend their ways. And the rest of humanity has too little interest in it to care. This blog is written by Eurasians for Eurasians. Really it is only Eurasian opinion that matters. Now what Eurasian men choose to do with this self-knowledge is in their hands. Eurasians are in a very bad spot, the correct way out of it, is not obvious. All I can say is that Eurasian men are very much in conflict with the aims of WMAF. WMAF wants their Eurasian sons to preserve the white race. But the White Race does not even consider Eurasian men to be white. Its quite a horrid paradox there. The very existence of a Hapa is a paradox, since you are born out of your own destruction. IDK reading and researching and writing on these issues has been pretty toxic on my already fragile state of mind.
Theres nothing I can personally do about any of this. It is in the hands of Eurasians to take a grip on their own life. They will have to find their own road. Its not easy. All of society is at war with your, your own parents wage war on you. It really seems hopeless for Eurasians born of white men and asian women. I don’t have any easy answers. I’ve leeched on my parents my whole life, and I will do it a little longer. I can’t do it forever. Eventually I will have to suicide, to relieve me of the burden of my life. Maybe I will connect my suicide to my blog. so the world can have more evidence of Eurasian failure. But once I’m dead it wont really matter. Lets say it got the news talking about how WMAF is toxic to its children, it wouldn’t affect my corpse. Social issues don’t really matter once you’re dead. What would the best case scenario be? Lets say it did start a national discussion about how WMAF hurts its own children, and this blog was discussed as the cause of my suicide. Maybe in the longrun it would improve the circumstances of Eurasian men. Perhaps American society would realize just how poisonous its treatment of Eurasian masculinity has been, and WMAF would be looked on with a more critical eye. And then longterm Eurasian men get more dates. A lot of good that will do me. And thats a far-fetched best case fantasy.
What would Eurasian activism look like? Going around giving out pamphlets about how our parents hate us?
I’m at the end of my rope. I don’t see any solutions to either my own life, or that of Eurasian men in general. I find myself in a pretty toxic corner of the internet which just poisions my brain more. But I’ll never get out of this cage, because when I ask myself is the situation in real life good for Eurasian men? The answer is a resounding no. Both from empirical data and my own personal
observations. So maybe this is the best I can do. Ranting over and over again on a blog. I can’t change the world, so I can rant about it. I guess I could just learn to accept my social isolation. If I didn’t go online, I wouldn’t even have to be reminded of my race. I can just accept that due to the race I was born with, I will never have any human relationships with men or women. And I can try to entertain myself for as long as I can leech off my parents. I probably wouldn’t want to live decades like that. But I could enjoy the months or years I have left.
Yes, its true I’m on a toxic side of the internet that will only serve as positive reinforcements for my already negative view on Hapa life. But the data of the real world, reinforces the ugliest comments of anonymous interneters. I can’t say life is good for Asian and Hapa men, and its all just internet exaggeration. No, the Hapa crisis is real. Now maybe I should try to think about other things. But the world is just a terrible place in so many other ways. Thats why I used to have my neutral blog on just the general terribleness of life. I never mentioned race, and people assumed I was just a generic white male. And life was still terrible for me. I learned to make peace with that life. If I was a generic white man, I could make peace with this terrible world. And I indeed tried to do so. Thats why I was actually kind of relieved when I chickened out of suicide. I said, ok, I suck so bad I can’t even die. I deserve my place in slavery in this world. But as a Eurasian I feel no relief in delaying or retreating from suicide. For every moment of life is just torture to me. And I know as a Hapa, I will never belong to the human family.
I guess I’ll just drag out life for a few more months. Maybe I will try to avoid Hapa issues. But if I’m leaving this world anyway, why pretend its a good place? Might as well look the misery in the face. Its bad being Hapa, thats all I can say. I can’t imagine any mix of races worse than being a WMAF son. I’ve written 100s of pages on why I believe this to be the case. Of all the mixes of races and genders theres nothing worse than me. I’ve explored every possible option and this is my deadend.
Is there anything good about being Eurasian?
I mean sure there are worst times and places in history to be born. I guess even in America there are people suffering more than me. I’m relatively comfortable physically thanks to the largess of my parents. And I’m well past the age by rights that if I was a normal son I should be earning my own keep instead of being a man-child. But even people with terrible lives usually have some basic human love and relations. I think there are few people as cutoff from the human race as me. And this is totally because I’m a Eurasian male. By this social human standard, I think I can fairly say I live one of the worst lives in America. And if suicide is wrong for me, its wrong for everyone, no one ever should leave this wonderful stage called life. I don’t even feel like I’m part of the human race. I feel like Eurasians are a totally new hominid species. And maybe science supports those feels.
Alright, maybe I shouldn’t take every nasty anonymous WMAF comment I read online as a personal indictment on my parents. But if this is the basis of WMAF, how am I ever supposed to take pride in being a WMAF son? How can I even look myself in the mirror? Its true I’m the son of one WMAF couple, not every WMAF in the world is my parents. Maybe I shouldn’t take it so personally like its my own parents attacking their own sons. Look these ugly WMAF couples might go on to have Eurasian sons of their own, who feel like me or worse. But thats their problem. He’ll have to find his own path. I can only hope he’ll read my blog or someone like me, to help guide him. But hes not me. Its not like every potential Eurasian birth in the world, has to be my personal concern. I’ve done my best as far as Hapa education goes. But the life of each Hapa man is in his own hands. And maybe I’ve been thinking too big picture, like I really am the son of every single WMAF couple and not just one. I have judged my parents very harshly based on the perceived immorality of other WMAF couples. I have no answer to Eurasian questions. The solution for me is to leech and then eventually get ride of my life. I don’t know how other Eurasians are going to deal with their problems. For me at least, my final conclusion, is that the Eurasian dilemma in insolvable and Eurasian men are doomed and can’t be saved.