The parental bond of love between Father and son, between Mother and Son is one of the most beautiful of human relationships. While tribal hatred based on race is one of the ugliest and most malicious. What happens when these 2 opposite instincts are combined in a single family? You get the WMAF family. The family consisting of a White Dad, Asian mom, Eurasian son. Rather than being a home full of familial harmony, the WMAF household is the scene of a vicious race war. WMAF is at war with its Eurasian sons. WMAF holds its sons in hatred and contempt. WMAF has disgust for Eurasian men. Eurasian men are forced to be the children of parents who hate them on a racial level. This is the sad fate of Eurasian men. Along with society’s general contempt for Eurasian men, this ensures that Hapas will be the lowest race and full of misery. The White Dad and Asian mom consider their Hapa son to be subhuman scum. They do not look at him as parents looking at a beloved child. They look on him as a racial enemy. Do not be fooled by their smiling pictures with their brown haired, round eyed infants. I looked like that as a toddler too. You will never see a picture of a White Dad and Asian Mom smiling with their Eurasian teenager. Much less an adult Eurasian man. Genetics refuses to play along with the little WMAF plot to graft a White son out of a colored womb.
What am I supposed to do with this life? I have all these HBD race-realists telling me to take personal responsibility and pretend that race doesn’t exist. Asia is some kind of bizarro world. Where suddenly White Nationalists advocate Feminism and Race-blindness. Where HBDs see human nature as blank slate. These Neo-Darwinists suddenly revert to Lamarckianism and claim that if the Eurasian mule stretches his neck high enough to reach the leaves he will bootstrap himself into a giraffe. Mendelian evolution does not reward hard work. The only way improvement occurs under Mendelianism is when inferior genes are weeded out. The only way for the Eurasian race to improve is to cease to exist. Weeded out by the sinister icy black hand of death. This is Hapa self-improvement. To be weeded out by Darwin. You are seeing the emergence of a New Race, but alas a very short lived one.
I have never felt lower about being Eurasian than I do now. And people thought I was suicidally depressed in 2011, which was the happiest moment of my life. Those seem like distant dreams now. Now I really know just how bad the Eurasian race really is. And I can’t stop fixating on it. I made my best attempt to go out into the world and live a life. But all attempts were futile. By embracing American popular culture and trying to integrate into it, I was only further reminded that the Hapa man has no place in American society. Part of being a true American is hating on Hapas. We are the most hated despised people to ever walk this earth. A race created by hateful parents just for the sole purpose of suffering. We are not just a blending of white and asian. We are a totally new race with no positive features whatsoever. After 100,000 years of human history, an entirely new race, never before seen on this planet has been born. The Eurasian Race.
From the moment a Eurasian is born, all he will know is hatred, first from his own parents, and then from every human being he will ever meet.
I find it hard to sympathize with you, but you grew up in the US I’m guessing, which is probably why you’re like this. I don’t know if you have already, but you should tell your parents how you feel.
This “blog” will only damage people’s self-esteem. You’re not helping anyone.
Can you tell us more about why you concluded your attempts were futile?
I ve read some of your posts and I only can say that it is easy blame something out of our control for our own problems and insecurities. Stop being a whiny bitch and behave yourself as a man. Maybe all the world is against you (its not true but it doesnt matter). What makes a man a man is be ready to die in the try of make the best version of himself.
Your case is so extreme that it would be useful even that you get obsessed with video games (at the point of play the whole day all the days) for maybe 1 or 2 years until you understand that you have to face the need to be productive (you could at least find appetite for life). But it would be better if you started to practice something in a competitive way (I d recommend you a martial art as first option and fitness as second option, but any activity is good). But the best option would be that you dare to live by yourself leaving your town, your past and your parents support away, then you would have the right to curse your parents and besides you would mature a lot.
Your main problem is that you live in a theoretical world, and any theoretical world will ever describe the whole reality. Your fears, your hate and frustrations have taken over your mind and talk by yourself. You are looking for what reinforces your hate in internet or anyway, because your hate is the outlet of all your misery. If you would have real problems you wouldnt have the mental ones; there is not salvation for your if you dont start to live in the real world with humbleness, force of will and courage.
I don’t know if you are one of the white supremacists commenting here, but as a white person myself, I’ve gathered that the purpose of this blog and other blogs similar, is to send message to American society, that there is something very wrong with the way it treats its Eurasian and Asian citizens. It seems to me, that to send this message there is some exaggeration included, at times. I agree with you tho, that the author of this blog, and other Eurasians in similar situation, could improve their lives a lot by moving out of USA, for example to Europe. There does not seem to be any tendency here to “belittle” Asian people living around here, on the contrary, they are being appreciated as above average intelligent, productive part of society. And there’s no sign of the “emasculation” of Asian men either. Same applies to Eurasians, obviously, altho they are small in number around here. All in all, people tend to be treated as individuals, not as representatives of their race or ethnic groups. It’s quite amazing, that this kind of race-oriented dividing of people still occurs in USA.