It is a strange life that we Eurasian men live, and I don’t think there are any parallel groups in America. Whites and Latinos outmarry at equal rates. Blacks have an inequality, but it is colored men with white women. There is no reason for Barack Obama or Halle Berry to feel inferior because their white mom’s married a Black man. BMWF is much rarer. But generally the liberal white guys who marry black women, identify with the causes of their biracial sons. WMAF is the only modern relationship in which you have brute colonial domination of a white man over a colored woman.They are a throwback to a barbaric past. But the deviously use the language of modern PC rights and multiculturalism to justify their cruelty. Its no different than White Nationalists claiming they are for civil rights and diversity- human biodiversity. And so WMAF will compare themselves to BMWF, or say Asiaphilia is no different than being born Gay. I can also steal this language if I want. I can say if it is no longer considered a mental illness to be Transexual, to want to be another gender, to not feel at home with one’s sex. Why is it wrong for a Eurasian to feel the same way about his race? There was just a Transexual who threw herself in front of a truck, and her public suicide made national news.
I returned to this blog around Thanksgiving. And theres not much I can feel thankful for. But I guess, I’m always holding my parents to the standards of every last WMAF nasty comment on the internet. I hold my parents personally responsible for every ugly word said by a WMAF. And I don’t think real life WMAFs are so PC, so I’m not willing to dismiss all the nastiness as trolling. Thats too easy. Someone had to take the time to write all those comments, without even knowing I would ever even read it. But in some sense it doesn’t really personally affect me at all. In a general sense it adds to the emasculation of half-asian men. It contributes to a culture of Asian castration, that leads to my universal rejection. But its not like I’m their son. That will be the problem of the Hapa boy born to that couple, and we will see how he handles it. Perhaps he will identify with the rightwing, white nationalist, anti-feminist views of his father, and instead of hating him, become a Eurasian Nazi himself. He might be a sad figure, who despite looking Asian, imagines he is far superior to Asians. Or he might indeed hate his parents. But they might be so sadistic and abusive, that they just throw him out of the house onto the street, if he stands up to their tyranny.
My parents aren’t perfect, either in being PC or in parenting. And they might eventually throw me onto the streets. But at least I’ve managed to leech off them, a good couple of years since adulthood. And as much as I hate them for every WMAF slur, they are not the online WMAFs. They are not perfect, and sometimes they slip up, and they’re not going to be 100% open to me. But I don’t believe that they have the views of the WMAF quotes I find online. And thats something to be grateful for. If you had one of these Nazi WMAF parents, you wouldn’t even be able to blackmail them. They would be totally indifferent to the pain of a colored boy, even if he was their own scum. It would be not a child-parent relationship but Tyrant-Slave. Those Eurasian sons have it even worse than me. And time will tell, what they do with their own situation. If it was my tragic destiny to be born Eurasian, the vast majority of WMAF parents are much, much, worse than my parents. And so if it was my cruel cosmic fate and destiny to be born a Eurasian male, I guess I can be grateful I was not born to one of those uglier hate-filled WMAF couples. I’m still affected by them in a social sense. But at least I don’t have to call them mom and dad.
It still gets to me, and I take it very personally. But maybe I shouldn’t. Its not like every WMAF couple in the world is my parents. And maybe they will have a miserable Eurasian son. It will be his cross to carry. If anything he will be in an even better position than me, to publicly expose the evils of WMAF. He will owe his hateful parents absolutely nothing. So the fates of Hapa sons enslaved by Nazi WMAFs, is in their hands. Once they figure out, what their WMAF parents really think of them, its up to them to take the next step. I just have to remind myself that I’m not them. And none of this is new. I said back in 2011, my parents were much better than the average WMAF, but I still hated them based on the nature of the WMAF relation.
I’m not the son of all WMAFs online. And I don’t have any personal connections to them. I can’t take every random comment on every corner of the internet so personally. Some Eurasian sons might have parents like that. But its in their hands to publicly expose their parents. And I focus on the hatred that white man and asian women have for me. But its not like colored men and white women have any love for me. And sure you can say that they are just brainwashed by WMAF. But this is America right? We have to say personal choice and responsibility and not just culture and society. These colored men and white women also as individuals make the choice to hate and despise me. WMAF might have created the culture of hatred, but each individual person makes the choice to hate me.