U: America love it or leave it. Go back where you came from. Go back to Asia, if you hate living in America so much. America is a free country and you are free to leave. Don’t let the door hit you on the way out. Don’t believe that your White Dad entitles you to be Citizen Hapa.
“A class action suit was filed in 1993 on their behalf in the International Court of Complaints in Washington, DC, to establish Filipino American children’s rights to assistance. The court denied the claim, ruling that the children were the products of unmarried women who provided sexual services to U.S. service personnel in the Philippines and were therefore engaged in illicit acts of
prostitution. Such illegal activity could not be the basis for any legal claim.”
The US Courts have ruled, that just because your Asian Prostitute mom acquired White Genetic Material, it doesn’t mean her half-White Amerasian kids are entitled to citizenship. If WMAF is degenerate and illegal, we can’t reward illegal activities with legal rights. If Mexicans who were brought over here as babies can be deported, why not Amerasians who were born here? John Derbyshire’s White Nationalist friends, tell him that he will only be accepted back into the movement, if he has his Chinese wife and kids deported back to China, and refuses to send them any support.
I: Perhaps go back to Asia, is not just an insult, but serious advice. There is nothing for me in America. Of course since this is a blog of sexual failure, most of these comments see Asia as the solution to that. Find an Asian wife in Asia. That I would never do. I despise them. If I were to go back to Asia, it would be to live like a celibate Buddhist Monk. And why not? I was close to becoming a Catholic Monk in America. But I was tempted away by the beauty of blonde Nordic Lutherans. As Eldridge Cleaver said “He who worships the Virgin Mary will lust for the beautiful dumb blonde.” And that is exactly what happened to me. I don’t think it is a coincidence that my pursuit for Catholic Celibacy and Lutheran Blondes began at the exact same moment. And that SEML was written on the heels of it. Its all related. I’ve never been attracted to Buddhism as an organized religion, but the Aryanism of German Philosophers like Hesse and Schopenhauer. Buddhism as an Aryan philosophy of pessimism. The negation of all will and existence. Putting out the candle of the Ego. This very much matches with my anti-natalist Epicureanism. The least pain for the least number. The only heaven is the Nirvana of non-existence.
U: There will be no Virgin Mary nor beautiful dumb blondes for you in Asia.
I: As though it does me any good here. Lets accept the sexual side of me is totally dead. And I might as well be a Buddhist Monk. You say that I hate America. Perhaps thats true. But only as a spurned lover. I took the Melting Pot, Pluralism and All Men are Created Equal very seriously. But it is clear to me, that I will never be judged for the content of my character. I’m not demanding equality of outcome. But I asked to be judged on a meritocracy. But I was not granted this, instead I was judged simply for being Hapa. At least Confucian society makes no pretense of all men being created equal. All human relations are defined by hierarchy, and every bee knows his place in the collectivist hive. The benefit of Superior People, not pretending to be equal to you, is that in recognition of their superiority they at least owe you some noblesse oblige. There is a reciprocity in these unequal relationships. Now my mom tells me that I wont find
traditional Confucian values in Asia. That the young people are all American consumerists. Shes probably right. But at least they will be consumerists who look like me. A lot of it is quite simple and comes down to looks. Its shallow, but racial tribes are like our team jersey. And I’m on the loser team of 2%. If everyone looked like me that be nice. Now we have a comment from a Eurasian who hated the decadence of America, and went back to China and found a wife. He is not so happy about his current situation. But I wouldn’t follow in his footsteps. I would be a Monkish Celibate.
U: I earlier presented to you, the possibility of a small Epicurean life. Tending to the small joys, and avoiding pain. You said that in USA, this was totally impossible. Since even abandoning sex and popularity, you would be constantly taunted as a hated minority. Now its true, in Asia you would be part of an Emigre minority. But at least everyone would look like you. And so you could work some menial job as a worker drone. Since you could accept your place, without feeling racial oppression and humiliation.
I: But as a Eurasian Emigre in Asia, I would be like a Mexican in America. Lower really. I would be a total illiterate, unable to speak or write or read the language. I would have no marketable skills. I wouldn’t even have an Emigre community to fall back on. Even back “home” I would be a total stranger among strangers. It is in this sense that there is no “home” for a Hapa to go “back” to, he belongs no where. And yet with all this pessimism about Asia, I still might want to go forward to this emigration. Since if the prime source of my misery is being surrounded by white people who despise me, in Asia I can forget about white people. I would make sure to avoid them. White people would just become ghosts from my nightmares. And I would forget they even exist. They would just be spooks from stories. I’m not sure if this is the answer. But it deserves serious consideration.
U: Certainly to the extent that you claim, your misery derives from White American Racism, this offers you a complete escape hatch from that. Its true you would be a stranger in a strange land. But as you say, the people would look like you. Perhaps in a society, where everyone is a homogeneous Asian, your Eurasian features would stand out more than in USA.