The Eurasian son of WMAF is born of a marriage, that tells colored people, their role in life is to serve White Men. Eurasian men are not white men. They are not treated by White Society as White men. They are for all intents and purposes Asian men. Asian men born of a marriage, that says Asian women are toys for white men, and Asian men are asexual cuckolds. This is the life your half-asian son is born into.
Don’t tell me to just accept being Eurasian. I can’t live knowing that I’m half white and half asian. Born of a relationship that has become defined by Asian Geishas, China Dolls, Lotus Flowers, being submissive toys for white supremacy. This is not a life I want to live. I can’t live being defined by my White Dad and Asian mom. It is so atrocious to be born of a mixed marriage of this type. I just want to vomit my soul out. I have never been shown humanity or decency by anyone. It is clear that humanity does not consider Eurasians to be part of the human family. They turn a blind eye to the disgustingness of the WMAF fetish, and then ignore the torture of wmaf children. This is gross negligence on the part of American society. You are all enablers of child abuse.
Did you really think we would just sit quietly and be good little Eurasians? It is such a shock to you, when we are loud, defiant, Eurasians.
Don’t tell me, I should accept being the son of the White-Asian mixing. That mixing is a knife into my heart. I can’t live with what I was born with anymore. Everything that is wrong with the world is encompassed in the WMAF marriage. And I was born of it. It has torn my brain to shreds. I hate myself to hell. I hate the Eurasian body I was given. I hate the White Male Y-Chromosome inside my Asian body. I hate sharing DNA with a White Male and an Asian Female. I’m filled with disgust at my parents marriage. I turn all their wedding photos around, so I don’t have to look at them. Nothing is more disgusting to their son, than their own wedding pictures. I hate the fact that my parents got married.
“B..b..b…but if your parents hadn’t gotten married, YOU would never have been born. You should be grateful for at least that WMAF, or you wouldn’t be here right now.”
Boo fucking hoo. Oh woe is non-existent me. To have never been born as a Eurasian. What a tragedy that would have been. If my WMAF parents had not given me the GIFT of life. Oh to lack that blessing. No me. This blog would never have been written. It would be soooo terrible to have a world without me. These experiences of constant hatred and rejection would sure be missed.
I wish I could just reach in and pull out their DNA. I want to disfigure myself to have the face of a Monster. Anything is better than being a Eurasian monster. If I were a man without a face, at least I wouldn’t have a Eurasian face. I want to just wrap my Hapa face in bandages so I have no race. I can’t live with it anymore. I can’t live with being a WMAF Hapa. WMAF has just come to embody far too much evil for me. And I hate having anything to do with it. I hate knowing that I’m the final outcome of wmaf. It is the rape of my soul.
If any of you had any mercy you would be advising me to kill myself. You would not shed crocodile tears over me. You would not be ‘concerned’ for my health and well-being. You would know the living hell, that is Eurasian life. Those of you who want me to live. Tell me honestly, what Hapa life do you want me to live? Knowing all you do now, how am I supposed to live this Hapa life?
Poor Eurasians. Our suffering never ends. We are the most universally despised people in the history of the world. We are born of the most evil pairing in the history of the universe. Our lives are a torture. We wish only for death. Our birth is a crime against nature. We are born of a brutal, cruel, sadistic relationship. As the Eurasian girl said in that book, our births are utterly barbaric.
I can’t do it. I’m sorry. I tried right? You haven’t seen me since 2011. And even when I wrote SEML, I was in the process of trying to integrate into USA society. I tried. I gave it my best shot. I tried to live a life, as just a normal person. To put the Hapa behind me. I haven’t written about this crap since 2011. You guys told me to sit on it. To come back here in a few years, maturer and wiser. And to laugh at what an ignorant young brat I was in 2011. Oh I was an ignorant child in 2011, in grossly underestimating just how hellish life really is for Hapas. 2011 is full of blind optimism, compared to where I’m now. I have been in the world the last few years. I have talked to hundreds of women. I have tried my best to live a life. To just be a normal, functional person who embraces American culture for what it is. A man not defined by his race. But I see now that it is a total impossibility. There is nothing I need to regret in my life. Because I see now, that no matter what decisions I made, I would never be accepted as a human being. I would always be nothing but a Hapa mutant ogre.
You treat me like a monster and freak. And expect me to smile and live a Happy Hapa life. I’m an Elephant Man Freak show to you people. I tried to give you the best Circus Act, I could since 2011. But I can’t go on any longer. You have broken me. I see now, that I can never run away from my own face, my own race. I will always be nothing more than the Hapa son of a White Dad and Asian mom. And it sickens me to my stomach.
I can’t be who I’m anymore. You have made my Hapa life, nothing but misery. This isn’t a life, any sane individual would want. I would never choose to be a Hapa. No one would choose to be born Hapa, and no one does. It is the WMAF couple who makes the choice for their child. They brag how cute their Hapa babies are. I was a cute Hapa baby. All babies of all races are cute. It is not a big accomplishment to have a cute Hapa baby boy. The real question is, are you going to have a cute Hapa boy teenager? Not a baby. And the answer for the vast majority of Hapa men is a resounding NO! And and it is a powerful, decisive, smoking gun, clue, that when WMAF propagandists have to name a successful WMAF son, they always lie and cheat. To have to falsify, is already an admission of guilt and defeat, that the true facts are not on their side.
Everytime WMAF lies about its successful, handsome, attractive sons. And tries to name an AMWF Hapa or a full-asian or a Turk or some other weird combo, that has nothing to do with WMAF sons. Everytime they pull that trick, and you google it and see they are lying. Confirm it as further proof, that they themselves admit defeat. When they lie to you, they are admitting they failed to find any legitimate real WMAF sons, and had to resort to dirty tricks. That is their confession, that WMAF has never produced a happy son.