I can’t endure being the Hapa son of a White Male much longer. It is the most degrading, humiliating experience in the world. It has totally destroyed my sense of life. I don’t want to be the outcome of my parent’s horrid choices any longer. I wish all WMAF couples could be transformed into Eurasian men, and live Eurasian lives. If they want to mix so much. Let their genes be mixed. Instead, they make the choice, and I have to live with it. And even be grateful for it. I hate that I have to live a choice, I did not consent to. I never got a voice in it.
Please don’t make me Eurasian. Its not fair that White Dads get to be dads over colored men. I’m the consequence of wmaf, and it is tearing me apart inside. I just want to smash my face through the mirror. I hate what I see in me. I can’t take being Eurasian. It is a daily torture. I hate what my Asian mom did to me. I will never forgive her, to my dying day. I will never make peace with my parents or be reconciled to them. I’m sorry, WMAF is just too ugly and disgusting. And they are a wmaf. They’ve murdered me. This is the worst child abuse possible, I can’t stand myself anymore.
I wish I didn’t have to be me. From the moment I was born, I knew I didn’t want to be born. I’ve lived a more miserable life than anyone else, in this hateful, evil world. No one knows how bad it is to be a Eurasian man, with a white dad, and asian mom unless you are one. But if you are a Eurasian man, they will just ignore you and shun your views. No one wants to hear the outcome of the WMAF Frankenstein experiment. No one wants to look us Hapa mutants in the eyes. Society has created the WMAF son, and refuses to come to grips with the mutant freaks its created. The agony of being Eurasian. I can hardly even breathe anymore. My genes are destroying me.