I can’t endure living in this Eurasian hell anymore. How thickheaded are my readers if they don’t get it? I’m not saying you universally have to agree with me, but at least look at the case I’m making, and tell me why my response to the facts I have demonstrated; is in anyway unreasonable. My only claim is that WMAF means what they say. Believe their Mein Kamf, they live by it. What they say about Asian men, and white women, they mean. And it hurts no one more so than their own children. Do you really think WMAF is just an ordinary relationship? They themselves don’t depict themselves that way.
If WMAF says: I like Asian women because they are submissive and servile, and will do whatever I want. Asian men are weak clowns, that it is easy to compete with. The Special Olympics of Sexual Selection. white women have too much freedom and rights, and use their choice to reject me. I like white men, because they are the opposite of Asian men.
And if countless other Eurasians besides me, have also had similar identity issues, and clashes with their own parents.
WMAF attacks Asian men.
Eurasian men are Asian men by the standards of western society. WMAF launches vicious attacks on its own sons.
I don’t claim that every single interracial relationship is an implicit attack on the other sex of the same race. But in the case of WMAF, they have made their attacks on Asian masculinity extremely explicit. And I take it personally. I take it as an attack by my own parents, upon my dignity as a human being. And it makes me hate their genes inside of me, and want to get ride of it in the only way I know how. I don’t want to exist as an organism with their genes.
Why don’t I have a right to not be born? I don’t have any wish to harm anyone, but myself. And IMHO I wouldn’t be harming myself, I would be liberating myself from a Eurasian hell. Life is truly hellish if you are a Eurasian. And if all my words, and facts, have not made this point yet. IDK.
Will any of you address the legitimate concerns of being a Eurasian? Of existing among a population that hates and despises you? You will just tell me to live for the sake of living. That is not being humanitarian, that is not being kind. If I have legitimate reasons to not be born if life is unbearable as a Eurasian, it is the height of arrogance for non-Eurasians with pure race privilege to just tell me to live to live. All of you calling on me, not to die have pure-race privilege. You will never know what it is like to be the son of WMAF. I have done my very best to try to explain it to you, but it seems I have failed.
You don’t believe me, when I describe the absolute Inferno of being a Eurasian. No amount of evidence will ever convince you otherwise. Because you believe there is nothing wrong with being mixed-race. Which is a noble and honorable belief. But when I repeatedly explain to you, in excruciating detail the unique aspects of being the WMAF son of white-asian mixing. When I tell you that its not like other mixings. That WMAF in its own rhetoric, is totally different. You just brush it aside. You don’t even bother to answer my charges.
If my life is as hellish, as I claim it is. If as a Eurasian, I have nothing whatsoever to look forward to in life. If I will forever be denied the bonds of human community, friendship, love and affection, because I was born of parents who hate my race. Then will you still tell me to live? On what grounds? Because we should always wait for biology to naturally kill us?
There is nothing sacred about my life. I was born out of a cruel and evil sexual relationship, which is based on the humiliation of their own children. Don’t tell me to preserve my parents genes in myself.
You have not the least idea of what it means to be a Eurasian man born of WMAF. And this is part of the reason I have made my hatred of life public. At least in my death, you can see that I was telling the truth about Eurasian life. The world should know that being born of WMAF has killed me.
I don’t look at it as depression. I look at it as an unbirth. I never consented to the WMAF relationship, and yet I was born of it. And every day I continue to live in my Eurasian body, I’m implicity consenting to it. I vote against my birth. I choose not to be born of WMAF. And ending my life, is the only way I know how to do this. I shouldn’t have to live as a Eurasian, if I don’t want to.