In the 3 days since I’ve been back, I’ve doubled the 24 posts of all of 2011. Maybe things are moving too fast, getting too intense.
I just wanted to share the pain I genuinely felt, openly and honestly, with the American people, and hope the would have a heart.
Instead I have received a torrent of cyberbullying hate flames and wild accusations, just for speaking my mind honestly. The attacks on me for expressing unpopular but true views through my free speech, have been too much of a toll on me. I need a rest.
I need a break from this. I’ve said what I had to say, and I wont be revisting my blog for a while. Maybe I was right to leave this blog in 2011, maybe it was a mistake to come back. I can’t carry the entire Eurasian race on my back. If what I say about Eurasians is really true, then there will be other Eurasian men out there to do it. Let them be the saviors of the Eurasian race. Its too much of a burden for me. If I’m really right about Eurasians, I don’t need to write another word. Other Hapa men will finish my sentences for me. I have given all I could.
Its clear that many Americans don’t believe I have the right to discuss my pain in an open, public forum.