WMAF is not a relationship, it is a far-right political movement. Sex burns race for some White Nationalists. Their hatred of Western Women is stronger than their self-love for Western Men. These White Knights of Civilization have turned the term ‘Western” into an insult as regards the fairer sex. It is a very insidious propaganda. The term Western Women is constantly bombarded. The term Eastern Women is used much less often. And yet Eastern Women is always implied in Western Woman. When a white man says Western Woman, is spoiled, feminist, and has too much freedom and equality. He is implicitly stating that Eastern Women is the opposite. A submissive, obedient, Geisha with good traditional values. These are not Western traditions mind you, but the traditions of a Martian Civilization. These women are East Aryans.
I’m the fruit of this union. I’m supposed to save Western
Civilization, with my traditional, anti-feminist values. I’m the White Man’s answer to the 1960s Revolution. There is nothing WMAF hates more than seeing Black men with white women. Why do the Asian women in WMAF get so angry when they see BMWF? You would think it has absolutely nothing to do with them. But they have so absorbed the ideology of White Male Supremacy, that they can’t bare to see the white man’s women with Blacks. This is why Barack Hussein Obama symbolizes everything the white male hates. It is no accident, that the leader of the Republican Senate is a conservative white man married to a Taiwanese woman. WMAF is the anti-Obama. As a Eurasian man, I was bred to be the anti-Obama. WMAF was the conservative answer to liberal BMWF.
The Eurasian Male is the MRA’s answer to all the changes to America since the 1960s. A little dash of traditional Confucian Feudalism in a White Man’s son will help balance out the radical egalitarianism of the 1960s. The Amerasian son will win the Vietnam War for him, and set everything right.
So here we are today. My White dad did not marry a white woman with liberated, western values. He had me as his son instead. Ask yourself, am I loyal to everything my dad stands for? Do I defend western, christian, traditional, conservative, white, American values? Or am I the enemy of everything a White Dad stands for? Am I the friend or the foe of the White Father? Whose side am I on?
Have I embraced my Confucian values? Am I full of filial piety towards my parents? Does it shame me and cause me to lose face to speak ill of them in public?
George W. Bush said that Muslims hate America for its freedom. WMAF couples hate American women for their freedom. WMAF is the enemy of freedom. And I’m the enemy of WMAF. So by that deductive logic, you can indeed say I’m a defender of American freedom, since WMAFs hates America’s freedom so much. Since I prefer western women, I guess that makes me more American than my own white dad. Be careful what you wish for in a son, you just might get him.
I wrote about this too. The female Hapas that are born from these relationships between Neo-Nazi dads (mine too), and self-hating white supremacist mothers, usually go off the deep end way before their brothers do.
Kelly Baltazar, a bunch of crazed girls that do porno, a couple girls that killed their mothers, Hapas are all over the news for going batshit crazy.
Anyways good to see you’re back. You inspired me to write my blog. http://www.longingfordeath.wordpress.com
I hope together we can really do some damage to the AW/WM dynamic before we go.
Thank you. I was already planning to kill myself in 2015, but I planned on dying quietly and in private alone. Then I read your suicide note about how you were going to kill yourself in public, to show the world what it meant to be a WMAF son. And I realized I could not be silent anymore, and so I came back to this blog for the 1st time since 2011. I could not in good conscience let a fellow Eurasian man die alone, for the same reasons as me, without reaching out to him.
I don’t want to promote suicide for anyone. But it is clear from your blog, that you have independently come up with rational reasons for suicide and are going to kill yourself despite anything I might say. This your human right. And so if you are serious about killing yourself, I suggest we make a suicide pact.
Lets both die together as Eurasian brothers. If its just one of us alone, they will dismiss us as mentally ill, just acting out on our personal problems. If two Eurasians, from opposite sides of the world, who have absolutely nothing in common, other than the common complaint of being WMAF sons, kill themselves together, in a public place, it will be impossible to ignore.
If you really are going to kill yourself, don’t waste it alone, as I was going to do. Let us both commit suicide, in the same place and the same time.
We don’t wish harm on anyone but ourselves. And yet perhaps by sacrificing our lives, we can finally alert the world to our pain.
Hey, I think our cases are different. My birth literally killed my mother. I don’t know if you know my story but I was born by C-Section, which gave her a blood infection, which killed her. I watched her die over a period of fourteen years. At the end she was a withered wrinkled spotted yellow piece of shit. She ruined my father’s life, her Tiger Mom antics wore my brother down into a blubbering man who hasn’t held a job in 15 years. Interracial “love” literally destroyed my life before it was even born. I was crazy for a long time – very, very crazy, criminal crazy, destroying everything in my life, never having a set identity, moving to China to die alone in a polluted shithole with no friends, no family.
My father is a broken man with no money living in a tiny apartment in a rural state with my manchild brother whose brain has been so badly destroyed by drugs that he can’t compete a full sentence and walks around with clothes he hasn’t changed in months.
This was all after we were trained from birth to be stars according to the Asian mode of child raising.
I hate this goddamn world so much. I would go if I hadn’t met my wife some years ago. But realizing that I will kill myself, at the time of my choosing, when I want, has freed me up to do a lot of things. Life has no inherent meaning. It’s a game of power and lies and deceit and my father had the fucking ARROGANCE to bring me into this world with his Asian angel.
White people aren’t much better. They treat each other like shit, they lie, steal, burn each other to the ground. White men like Asian women because White women treat the average white guy like shit, so Asian women become the default for these fucking losers. And it’s creating an entire new demographic that has no history, no reason to exist other than the polar opposite evils created by society converging on each other and creating a new brand of lost, fucked up children. And this is the lives we are supposed to live.
Seriously, fuck self-hating Asian women, fuck white men who think Asian women are god’s gift to the conservative racist white motherfucker, and fuck any leftist cocksucking piece of shit who thinks that being mixed is a good thing. Our demographic is destined to destroy ourselves because if we don’t we’re just reinforcing a sick, fucked up power play for which there will NEVER be any consequence from God or anyone else, only from us. In my case my whore mother paid the ultimate consequence and that to me brings me a little modicum of pleasure.
Tolstoy wrote ‘All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way’. I have read your blog and realize our cases are different. We are unique, human beings with our own personal stories to tell, and special circumstances, and not just soulless bugs as the white media would have us be. Nonetheless it is clear that being the sons of WMAF has touched us in very similar ways in the formation of our views, and our inability to go on living.
I don’t want to force a timetable on your suicide. Nor do I have an absolutely strict one for my own. It was you who gave me the idea, that we should not waste our suicides. That if we are marked to die, we should use our Eurasian status to our advantage, and that we in our deaths are in the most powerful position to expose WMAF to the world for what it is.
It is your choice of course. But I make this proposal to you, that we merge our suicide into a single joint-enterprise. Our voice as Eurasians will be multiplied a hundredfold, if it is two unlinked Eurasians dying together. This death can be about more than our personal demons. It can be the beacon to a Eurasian Movement. Awaken a dumb, blind, deaf America to the plight of Eurasian children in its shores. Only Eurasians have the power to defy the tyranny of WMAF.
I wouldn’t ask you to give up a happy life and die with me. But if you are already going to die, and going to use your death to help Eurasians, to fight WMAF, this is your chance. It doesn’t have to be within the next few months, it can be within a year or so if that is better with you and for whatever life projects you have. I understand that ending your life is a touchy matter, and has to be done with your own needs in mind. I have had my own doubts about my precise course of action. But your suicide note has presented a golden opportunity for us to do so much good for Eurasians who suffer like us.
Just think about my suggestion. If our suicides are to be more than about our personal individual lives, but about what it means to be the Eurasian son of WMAF. This is our chance to prove it to the world.
Ok, you guys. Check it out.
You have made your statements. You are finding your powerful voices. You are making great strides in powerful ways towards your breakthrough in purposeful living and vastly powerful meaning.
I understand your huge pain and the frustration you feel towards this increasingly incoherent and apparently cruel world.
But here’s the thing: You are both individually embracing some very important concepts and have unearthed some very important new ground.
Though I realize your pain is huge and can relate to it very viscerally as one who had the WMAF thing feature large and shut me out from the socially accepted norms in my youthful world, I have to highlight that you guys are becoming powerful voices for those who don’t have the capacity of the depth of understanding that you do.
As such, you are ever more valuable and important to this world as you passionately reveal your inner Truth.
You speak to and for many others who cannot, for whatever reason. You speak for others who have been in pain and can’t identify the source of their angst.
You give voice and clarity to others who struggle with these similar issues and even me, who as a white female, have suffered the ignorant social ostracism of those who devalue me simply for my race and gender in this white male dominated world.
I need to ask you to maintain your precious existence.
You are not your parents. They are not you.
You are unique individuals who have developed essential value and untold worth all on your own.
You do not reflect the ignorance of your parents any more than I reflect the ignorance of mine.
We are unique and wonderful entities who may just not fit very well in this majorily unevolved world of mostly unenlightened nincompoops.
Ok. That’s not our fault!
We don’t have to suffer those fools! They mostly don’t understand us and why should they? They’re ignorant and lack the capacity to grow towards better futures.
Many of them, anyway.
But you know what?
Forget them!
Forget all the people who don’t understand us because they are too ignorant and foolish!
We belong here on this earth and in this life we have now because we are here!!
We don’t need any special reason! We belong here just as much as anyone and we can actually help others to learn and grow because of the struggles we’ve gone through!
Please reconsider your choice about how you belong on this planet. You have much of life to look forward to. I know it’s painful much of the time but you can find your purpose and your path and help others in their journeys, too!
Your insights are too valuable to lose. The world needs you to stay alive and be a part of the functional solutions towards the better and more evolved human beings that we can envision!
Please hang on!!
Please reconsider these paths you choose.
Your lights are shining very brightly and this world needs passionate young men like yourselves to speak out and claim your individuality as sovereign citizens of this planet.
Forget slogging through the traditional expectations of other people’s paradigms. You don’t have to fit into anyone’s pattern!
You are unique and wonderfully intelligent men who burn with strength and passion! These are traits that are valuable and worthy!
Please think it through. Please follow your greater desires and passions for your breakthrough experience which is your powerful and unique contribution to humanity.
You’re both valuable people. You have good energy and are highly intelligent!
Please stay alive! Please!!
I did. It worked out. Things get better.
Please stay alive. Please.
You mentioned in your earlier comment, that you grew up in a majority Hapa community. Now I understand that in Hawaii, Hapa has a wider context and refers to all mixed people. Even Barack Obama has been called Hapa. But in the context you were using it, you seemed to be using it in WMAF terms.
I have encountered very few Hapas in my life, WMAF or AMWF, and I can’t imagine a community that was majority Hapa. WMAF defenders keep claiming that as WMAF increases, it will become more normal, and Hapas will be more accepted. But reading your old comments, it seems like WMAF problems are just as severe in majorly Hapa areas. You mention that you are a middle aged white woman, and I didn’t realize there was a Hapa population explosion before the 1980s. In your experience, WMAF couples have confirmed all the worst stereotypes about them.
Could you share your experiences about growing up in such a Hapa area?
I agree with wildopihi. Between the two of you, you guys have ~60 years of valuable experience. The battle has only just begun and the more voices out there, the better. Things are starting to turn. Life isn’t so great for white guys, either, despite their bravado. White women shit all over white guys all the time (rightly so, on account of their racism/sexism/what wildopihi talked about). China just surpassed the USA as the world’s largest economy. In the grand scheme of things, Asian women in the western world are pretty insignificant. Even white men are becoming a minority, and the ones that are around will still worship white women. White women might not see us as romantic partners but they could still be our allies because they don’t have the deep seated hatred of us that white men do.
For the sake of trying to understand you a little more I would like to ask you something: Would you say that the principal reason of suffering for the WMAF sons are that they were educated to live a life the reality dont let them to live, based on a “very high expectations” made by his parents about them and at the same time the supposed despise and discrimination upon their asian characteristics by their own parents and society and maybe a supposed personal ineptitude inherited?