As I mentioned in the last post, it is very disheartening to compare the progress of Black America in the 25 years from 1955-1980, with the Asian-American 25 years from 1990-2015. Growing up as a child, I had always hoped that there would be an Asian-American Martin Luther King JR. It is true that for the most part Asians have legal equality in America, although there are certainly exceptions to that. But culturally, Asians are depicted as subhuman insects. This is extreme scarring to a child’s psychology. Especially if he is the Hapa son of a marriage that confirms to him, that Asians are subhuman insects. I didn’t want to be some civil rights leader for Eurasians. I wanted to just live an ordinary American life. But I see now that is a pipe dream. What happened in the 1960s, with African-Americans rising up against a system of racial oppression, that had kept them down for centuries, need to happen in the WMAF household. There are many lessons from militant non-violent resistance that we Eurasians need to employ in our own families. Don’t let your parents be benignly ignorant. Let them know, what their cruelty has done to their children.
It is not so simple as Black vs White, or Man vs Woman, with Eurasians. It is a complex relationship. In which the greatest racial oppression, Eurasian experience can come from their own parents. How do you launch a militant Civil Rights campaign against your own parents? Where will we Eurasians hold our sit-ins and protests? Shall Eurasians overcome someday?
I see now that the only means for a Eurasian Civil Rights movement is suicide. That the lives that our WMAF parents gave us is not worth living. I will not be able to cross that river with my Eurasian brothers and sisters. But I have seen the mountain top. And if I die at the hands of the WMAF tyranny, it will be a worthy sacrifice for my Eurasian people. We don’t wish to do anybody harm. But if you have made life on this planet impossible for us Eurasians, then all we ask is that you step aside and allow us to exit it.
Look at Tyler Clementi. He was a gay man who was bullied to death by a Chinese girl. His death galvanized a nation. He let people see what it is like to be hated by society. Now there are foundations in his honor. His parents were conservative Christians who belonged to a Church that opposed homosexuality. Now they have become activists for gay rights. By leaving a public suicide note on Facebook, and killing himself in a public place, he made headlines. He made it clear to the world, that he was killed by homophobia and bigotry.
I hope, that I too can make it clear that it is WMAF cyberbullying that has murdered me. There is a large collection of evidence now, for all the oppression that the WMAF marriage imposes on its kids. These are not just my stories, but the stories of hundreds of other Eurasians. They have nothing in common, and they might live on opposite sides of the country. But there are certain themes, that unify all their angst together. And I hope that by being a Tyler Clementi for Eurasians, I can finally get people to see what WMAF has done to its children.
The more sociological data that is collected on the WMAF family and their children, the more you will see that this is not about my personal problems, but about the structural oppression of children by the WMAF marriage. I encourage everyone, to do their own research on the topic, and not just take my word for it. I encourage any other Eurasians, who might be reading this, to share their own stories. There is a common thread going through all our narratives. That we were born of parents, that implicitly or in some cases explicitly, had racial hatred for us.
Do your own research on what WMAF says about itself. And then ask yourself, how can a Eurasian man be healthy, when he comes from a marriage that announces the Asian men are scum? How can a Eurasian woman, be a mentally healthy American woman, when she comes from a marriage that says American women are scum, and Asian women should be slaves for white men?
It is not strange that I feel the way I do. It is more unique if a WMAF son, somehow turns out normal. Don’t just ignore my words, and denounce my reasonable fact-based arguments, as the rantings of a madman. Listen to what I have to say. And then see if it is so crazy that I feel the way I do. You tell me why I should have functional self-esteem, when WMAF is what it is in 2014.
Do not corrupt my words.Yes, many mixed race children of all races, have identity issues. Mixing is still relatively rare. Most stick to their own. This is not the case I’m making. I’m not saying that I was ruined through race-mixing. If you will actually stop and listen to my full case, and not just pick soundbytes, you will see that I’m saying that it is the unique factors present in the WMAF relationship, that is so destructive to the well-being of their sons and daughters.
Don’t assume that WMAF couples on the internet, don’t mean what they say. Its easy to pretend that all ugly views on the internet are trolls, and that people are saintly angels in the real world. These ugly internet ideas come from someplace real. The nature of WMAF in the real world, is perfectly consistent with the hate they post online. These thoughts, feelings and words are typed out by real human beings. If there is a library of WMAF ugliness online, don’t assume it means nothing. It has a large enough real world counterpart. The statistics of how WMAF and AMWF have played out, are perfectly consistent with the online ideology of WMAF. And its not like these ideas are expressed only online.
I’m born of an ugly relationship based on extremist hatred of me as a half-asian man. I believe that this has made life impossible for me. Tell me why I’m wrong.