I was born into this world as someone I didn’t want to be. If I could go behind Rawl’s veil of ignorance, as a disembodied consciousness and choose the ‘me’ to be born into. A Eurasian-American man is the last person I would want to be. There is nothing in the world worse than being Eurasian. But WMF exists. WMAF exists in huge numbers. And through basic biology, a huge number of Eurasians are being created. WMAF is only thinking about white supremacy and anti-feminism, they don’t care about what it will mean to be their colored son. To be a boy with a different race from his dad. They just don’t care. They believe they can dominate colored people. And so they believe their Eurasian kids will be their slaves and submit to WMAF slavery. When Eurasian kids revolt against WMAF tyranny, the repression is very severe. You have gotten a small taste of it, from the WMAF
propagandists in my comments section. They have done a great job in educating you about WMAF through negative example. They have spoken what is wrong with WMAF with much more eloquence than I could ever muster.
Why did I have to be born of a relationship I hate so much? I hated it before I was even born, and I will hate it when I’m dead and buried. I’m not against race-mixing. But understand WMAF for what it is in 2014. A relationship of racial and anti-feminist domination. Launched out of hatred for Western Women and Asian men. It is funny. While WMAF is meant as an attack on White women and Asian men, they are actually much more cool with WMAF, then I’m as the Eurasian son of WMAF.
I can’t change my race. I can’t change my pairing. I can lie and tell people I’m pure white, pure Asian, Mestizo, Turkish, Uzbek, Slavic or a AMWF son. But none of that will make it true. They laughed in my face, when I called myself Peruvian. I thought I could pass, since WMAF often uses the parallels with Mestizos to justify their relationship. You know its bad, when you have to compare yourself to the mass rape conquest of a continent to sound normal. Mestizos turned out ok right? So why wont these Asian Mestizo build their own Third World Banana Republics based on white racial hierarchies? These WMAFs think its still the 1500s and they can create a Latin American colonial empire based on Hapa Mestizos. They didn’t realize that 2014 was not 1514. That their own sons could rise up and fight back, in their own households. There were no Conquistador enforcers to maintain their rules. We will not submit. We will not be your Aztec and Peruvian conquests. We refuse to be present at the creation of a new race. Some of us will seek to be white, others Asian. Like magnets pulling at our bones, tearing our flesh and limbs apart in a gruesome shattering. There is a white magnet pulling us to one pole, and an Asian magnet to another. We are constantly being torn apart in opposite directions.
I refuse to be part of this new Mestizo race, created by imperialism, colonialism, sexual sadism, and hatred of white women. I will not consent to be part of your schemes. I will not be a willing Eurasian. I will not let you post my cute baby pictures on your websites, so you can brag about the anti-feminist Master Race you are creating. If that is what it means to be superior, I choose to be inferior. I reject the Eurasian life, you offer me. I will not be your merging of the 2 most ‘superior’ races. I will be the worst race, the human race, has ever seen. All your projects will dash against the rocks. You didn’t count on having me as a son. Your sons and your daughters are beyond your command.
America might not be watching, but the worst oppression in American history is taking place in the homes of WMAF couples. They are white masters ruling over their colored children as slaves. If American wont save us, we will have to fight our own plantation revolts of disobedience to our parents. The WMAF family is in constant civil war. There are tons of comments here from fellow Eurasians marking this truth. I want to let them know they are not alone. But a blog is not enough. I need to die in public so that more Eurasians will know they are not alone. I need to prove my points. I wont be believed until I die. I shall have more to say when I’m dead. You want proof? My suicide, will prove it. This is the only way I can make an Existential commitment to the Eurasian cause. This is the New Race, you WMAFs have created. We are indeed a new Mestizo race. But we are not your servants, we will not abide by the script you have written for us. You will not be our Conquistadors, we will not be your plantation peons.
Asian women will not elevate the status of their children by injecting white blood in them. Rather they shall breed their own racial enemies. They will find much more hatred from the Eurasian man, than from the Asian man. More grief from their own sons, then from their brothers and fathers. Most Asian fathers are ok with their daughters marrying white. They are the least racist race. Everything seemed to be going according to plan. But WMAF did not count on their own sons throwing a monkey wrench into their gears. I will stand up against you, I will defy you, till my dying day. I will run circles around you. I will refute everyone of your spurious arguments, lies and myths. I will take out all your dirty laundry and air it from the highest
skyscrapers. I will be a gossip columnist embedded in your own bedroom. I will expose every last one of your dirty little secrets in my suicide note.
You have not bred a race of servants. Rather you have turned your own children into your worst enemies. There are consequences to your words and deeds. You were so careless, you did not care who you hurt. You did not stop for a god damn second to think about what life would be like for a Half-Asian man in USA society. You did not even ponder, whether you were making life worse for Half-Asian men through your words and actions. You thought you could spew all this hate and get away with it, without any consequences. You thought that Western Women would be sooooo jealous of you. You didn’t count on your own sons worshiping her, kneeling at her feet. Loving her. Hating you. You thought WMAF would be the answer to the question of Western Feminism. You didn’t think that you would breed sons who hate WM and AF, more than any other men in the history of the world has.
Malcolm X wrote
“But if a Chinese person were to say his name was “Patrick Murphy”, you would look at him like he’s insane, because Murphy is an Irish name – a European name — or a name that has a Caucasian or a white background. And a Chinese is a “yellow man” and he has nothing to do — or no connection whatsoever — with the name “Murphy”. And if it doesn’t look proper for a person who is yellow — or Chinese — to be walking around named Murphy, or Jones, or Johnson — or Bunche or Powell”
I’m a Chinese man whose name is Patrick Murphy and you should look at me like I’m insane. For when I say my name is Murphy, I’m insane. Murphy was an optimist for Eurasians. Everything that can go wrong, will go wrong, has gone wrong for Eurasians. And everything that can’t possibly go wrong, will be an even bigger fiasco for the Eurasian.
While Asia was subjected to the Age of Imperialism, it was never colonalized to the same total extent as Latin America or Africa. But WMAF has done what the gunboats could not. Created Asians with slave names. Branded with the names of their White Masters. Malcolm X greatly underestimated the perfidy of his White Devils. Now there are Chinese men with the name Murphy. An entire generation of Asian women have given birth to sons with white last names.
It has even become an academic scandal because “Asian-Americans” with names like Murphy, or Jones, or Johnson are checking white on college applications, instead of Asian. Now how does an Asian get a name like Murphy? He gets it from his white dad. Asian-America is now being defined by kids with the last name Murphy. This shouldn’t be surprising, who has defined Asian-American culture more than The Tiger Mom? Malcolm X was wrong. The last Great Wall has fallen. Now there is a generation of Yellow slaves with the last name Murphy.
I will use this to my advantage. When I kill myself, the newspapers will report that a Murphy killed himself. Not a Chang, Wang, Wong. This is my power. My slave name, will now serve my cause. So I can have a properly white suicide. My death must be defined by my Eurasianess, for it is that which has murdered me.