It seems kind of funny to me, that the same Asian women who make the WM/AF justifications, which basically come down to Asian-bashing, white-worshiping, and callously dismiss Asian men, saying they owe them nothing, would be so shocked that an Asian-looking Hapa son of WM/AF would feel so much resentment towards WM/AF. Wm/Afs try to present themselves as a young rebels against the stodgy old patriarchy of Confucian traditionalism. Some greybeard old man with a thick accent saying “I forbid you to marry that white man, our ancient traditions insist you marry Ching Weng Chong.” But of course love and the future wins out in the end. And all peoples white, black, yellow and brown go to the prom to celebrate. Cue cameras, and happy hollywood ending. So it comes as a shock to them, when suddenly WM/AF represents the parental generation, and its’ the children attacking WM/AF. Suddenly their the oppressive parents of the past, and its the future attacking them. When you build the whole foundation of WM/AF on shitting on Asian males, how the hell is an Asian-looking male Hapa supposed to deal with it? Is he supposed to champion it? Be oh so happy for you? If your fathers and brothers attack you, oh thats just your stodgy traditional family. But what about when its your 50% white, out of your womb, son? Does that make it different? So if Asian women are shocked by me, I’m shocked that they’re shocked by me. The thing is, its’ hard to attack your own parents. And even when I was a militant nationalist, I was just pro-Asian, not explicitly anti-Wm/Af. It is only recently that I have the gall to attack WM/AF to my parent’s face. And you know what it feels good!
I get it I get it. Asian women are free and liberated against patriarchy. They express this freedom by marrying white men. Ask Latino and Black feminists how much liberation they want from the white man. Latino and Black women have some consciousness of American history. ITs funny, Asian women see their “yellow feminism” as a break with their foreignness and proof of their Americanization. And yet Black, Latina, or even White feminists, would never define feminism as submitting to the white man. So by defining “feminism” as loving the white men, Asian women just show just how foreign they are to American culture. Anyone who knew crap about American culture, would know that loving the white man is the exact opposite of feminism. Thats why white men oppose feminism for all women except Asian women. Against white women, Asian women are submissive, quiet, obedient China dolls who know their place as a woman. But against Asian men, white men are sensitive feminists liberating Asian women from the chains of foot binding.
So anyway Asian women define “feminism” and “liberation”, as lookatme, I’m an independent individual and I don’t owe Asian men shit. The very idea I owe Asians anything, implies that they own me and thats racist and sexist. So of course they owe their fathers, brothers and friends nothing. BUT… its harder to say you owe your own kids nothing. Unless you wanna go all Casey Anthony on their ass. Which frankly, I wouldn’t have minded. Maybe their oughta be sex-selective abortions for hapa males. It be good revenge no? Problem solved. But short of that, your stuck with your kids. And you brought them into the world as an Asian male. And yet you personally helped shape the world in a way hostile to Asian males. Your personal choices, helped lower the status of all Asian males and now your son has to live with it. Thats why I took pleasure in denying I was white, when a friend payed me the honor of assuming I was a full-white after seeing me aggressively flirt with a hot blonde. I turned down that honor, because to represent myself as anything but an Asian male is to advertise my own emasculation. When I say to people, I have a white dad and asian mom, which I used to until recently, in fact I used to wear my part-whiteness like a badge of honor. When I say that, I’m advertising WM/AF. I’m saying white men are better at getting Asian women, then Asian men like myself. So I might as well just cut my balls off and hand them over, when I say I have a white dad. So thats why I always deny being anything but full-100% Asian if the subject comes up. Whatever shortterm loss from not being a “special” unique exotic Hapa I lose, is worth not showcasing WM/AF.
It shocks me that WM/AFs expect me to be proud of my diverse biracial heritage. Look at me I’m a living United Nations. The melting pot in action. A peace token to the world.
No. The world has always treated me like an Asian male. I feel the same way any Asian male would about WM/AF, the fact that I’m born of it just makes it hurt more. But it in no ways makes me proud of it. So yeah I’m an Asian man, who just happens to have a mom who sleeps with white men, and a white dad who sleeps with Asian women.
IDK when I think of the 1st wave of Asian immigration, those brave Chinese and Japanese single men, who came here without their familes to 1848 California, with the Irish and the Germans and BEFORE the Italians, Eastern Europeans, Greeks, Russians, Polish and Jews. When I think of how they were exterminated by sexual selection, when there were miscegenation laws preventing them from marrying white women. When I think of the extinction of the first Asian-American generation. I realize things aren’t any better now. This time Asian men came with their families. Big woop, the sons aren’t doing any better with white women as they did in 1848, and the women marry white men. So 2011 Asian-America is in just as shitty shape as it was in 1848. We might as well have come over here as single men. At least then we wouldn’t have the false security of Asian women. We would know what we’re going to die out again. So yeah this is the 2nd end of Asian-America, only this time the white man also got the gift of Asian women. Not that that will last since it takes 2 to make an Asian. As I’ve said before Asian-Americans are going to go the way of Native Americans.