Was my mom clinically insane to marry a white man or was she just incredibly callous and selfish? Perhaps she planned on having cute Eurasian daughters who could easily mate with white dudes. Well she badly miscalculated. Instead shes stuck with Asian-looking sons. And yet she dissed all Asian males by her actions. She emasculated me at my birth. What a curse to be born out of an Asian woman’s vagina. Being born an Asian man out of an Asian woman’s vagina is a miserable experiance. Its even worse when your a Eurasian man being born out of a Asian woman’s vagina which is used by white men. Just thinking about it drives me to insanity. With all the WM/AFs out there and a 50-50 gender ration, I figure there must be a good few men in my shoes out there. Ok maybe some of them might be more Euro looking than me, my family really got hit hard by the Asian stick. Who knows maybe my dad’s side was raped by the Mongol invaders when we were on top of the world? God is there any worse fate in the universe than being born a Asian-looking Eurasian in the USA to a white dad and asian mom who sleeps with your white dad? gawwwwd! I hate my DNA so much. Talk about Dawkin’s selfish gene! F my genes. I wish them ill. I have no desire to pass on the white male Y-chromosome nor the mitochondria of an Asian woman who enjoys stabbing her own family, her own flesh and blood through the heart from the back. God dad, you should have just picked the biggest ugliest white girl you could find and begged her to marry you. That beats the hottest asian. Speaking for myself personally I’d rather have a 200lb white girl to the hottest asian girl. Or you could have easily married a black or latina girl. Mom should have married an Asian male. And if dad couldn’t manage with a white girl, he should have picked a more masculine race. Ideally latina. He could get a decently pretty wife, and hot masculine sons. Maybe he wouldn’t enjoy a black wife, but he would have gotten the pay off in the alpha status of any male sons from it. IDK maybe you should just abort Eurasian male sons. You can call it “revenge” for the misogynistic patriarchial sex selective abortions of the East.
Lets give my parents the benefit of the doubt. Lets say they met by accident the way “normal” couples do. Thats true actually. Well maybe my mom should have sacrificed her personal happiness for the good of her future sons. I know I know, individual happiness and privacy becomes before all else. But don’t I get any say whatsoever in my own freaking birth???? I have to live with the consequences.